Records of Today

By author wanglili

In the evening the day before yesterday I was told by my GongFu master not to teach me any more for I can’t come learn everyday either I am not talent enough to learn from him.

This is the second time for him not to going to teach me.

The first time, I used the stragetegy which I learned from GongFu to have solved this problem.

This time, I explained why I can’t come everyday and tried to persuade him to continue to teach me GongFu.

It doesn’t work. I really value him and I am always ready to pay him more and more in the future . However I can’t convince him.

Guys, I will never blame my master, otherwise, I will never be an emperor.

Look at what I pay him—one copy of my book.

And he is not a person who warships the independent soul or good literature.

I want to pay him well—tell him a truth about him so that he can have a better life. However I fear as I know Human being doesn’t need truth, either human being fear change.

Guys, the worst thing is that I on earth lose the interest to think about any strategy to get him back.

However I really need work out how or what I should pay to let human being feel what or how I pay is pretty much good, otherwise, I will be always in the darkness.

Human being is very scared to pay. However human being pays every day and pays every thing.

A lot of people tell me that love is not paid.

Come on, love is paid, but also love is paid very well.

A French friend asks me a question: Hi, author wanglili, do you want my paper money or my friendship?

I say immediately: paper money.

Man, I am not kidding you.

I am thinking what or how I should pay my future husband well.

At least I am not going to fight or quarrel with him.

What did I do smartly?

1)      I wrote a letter to an ugly American old man to apologize officially. He tried to talk to me several times and I never talked to him. One time he asked me questions to try to talk to me and on earth I asked him what he wanted from me in a rude tongue.

Now I realize I was an ice lady. And the ice lady time is gone and I want to be more and more warmer lady.

He accepts my apologizing. And he gives me very beautiful smile. And I feel the life is just so beautiful.

What did I do stupidly?

1) I am very sensitive and not happy for people complain before me of bad sleep or feeling tired…

Guys, I should live above human being to have the heart of Dao.

What did I learn from others?

1)We Chinese have an old story—Mr. Jiang gets his master or chief at grandpa age.

I hurry up to look for a husband, also I hurry up to be an emperor. However I should suggest myself take it easy.

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By author wanglili

Had a dinner with Washington Post Chief Correspondent Shanghai- Mr.Keith B. Richburg whom wrote about the land of fakes in his newspaper in 16 Aug 2010 as following—

China has long been known as the land of fakes — Rolexes, DVDs, handbags and designer clothes.

Add a new one to the list: fake virgins.

After dinner, I request him to put me –author wanglili–fake wife of Steve Jobs, in his list of the fakes besides Rolexes, DVDs, handbags and designer clothes and fake virgins.

“No, author wanglili, you are not fake, you are ambitious.”

“Come on, man, you need have a little bit sense of humor at least, right?”

“No, that is not sense of humor. That is ambitious.”

“Come on, man! What is the difference for author wanglili to have a dinner with Keith or Queen England! No difference, right?”

“No. it is big difference.”

…

This comment is not fresh. On the contrary, it comes from time to time, or always.

What did I do smartly?

1)      I am working out how or what I should pay better.

What did I do stupidly?

1) I have not worked out how to or what to convince people.

What did I learn from others?

1)      How can my soul mate –emperor LiuBang find his wife in Historical Records ?

LiuBang then is a down guy. No one believes that down guy LiuBang can have a good future, including his dad. However LiuBang meets his future father-in-law who can see people. He believes that today’s down guy LiuBang will be a great guy tomorrow. Then LiuBang gets a wife. It is an accident, right?

However, if down guy LiuBang can’t get himself to meet with his future father-in –law with a trick, he may never get this wife, right?

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today, author wanglili is just fake wife of Steve Jobs in the dark. Tomorrow author wanglili is a true emperor. How to do it? author wanglili just need know people well, use people well, pay people well...like her soul mate-emperor LiuBang. guys, you are most welcome to deliver to my fake husband--steve jobs a message--his fake wife author wanglili is waiting for him to buy her China Cinderella story. photo by boey chee kong; review by author wanglili.

By author wanglili

Hi, guys, after I met my soul mate—Emperor LiuBang, I become the fake wife of Steve Jobs. And My next step is a true emperor.

How can I do it?

I just need know people well, use people well, pay people well…like Emperor LiuBang.

Everybody knows this knowledge, but how to do it in practice?

Let do a case study together.

Yesterday I went to FCC SH event to network. I met these following people:

1)      Mr. Benjamin T. Wood—architecture designer of xintiandi shanghai.

I want to meet Benjamin for few years. And I asked one of my friends to introduce Benjamin to me.

My friend tells, “Hi, author wanglili, Benjamin is very arrogant, and he will not meet you.”

Finally I said hi to Benjamin. And he shook my hands warmly like an old friend, not an arrogant guy.

2)      Mr. James L.Tang –vice president sales & marketing to Crtip.com. He gives his name cards to all white people and yellow foreigner just left to me, then he(a yellow Chinese) skips me as a yellow Chinese on earth to give his name card to white people just right to me(all people surround him get his name cards besides me). I hold my name card to seek his name card, but he is blind and he just doesn’t give me his name card, either accept my name card… Until I ask him loudly if he can give me his name card, he says sorry and exchanges name card with me finally.

3)      Mr. Elliott Ng –entrepreneur and blogger. He talked with me warmly for few minutes for we both write blog in English to introduce Chinese culture.

4) Mr. Stephen Wang, Vice President to Spring International & Spring Airlines. When I give him my name card, he tells me that he has no name card with him. I suggest him to write me an email. He agrees. Then in the morning, I receive an email from him.

….

I study these people when I walk back home after the event. I go to benjamin’s web and Elliott Ng’s blog in the morning today to continue the study.

Obviously those people are much smarter and richer than me.

So how can I attract them to work for me?

How can I use them well?

What or how should I pay them?

….

Also again I met Mr. Russell Flannery —Mr. Vanity Fair SH–Shanghai Bureau Chief of Forbes—New President of FCC SH in the FCC SH event yesterday

Obviously Mr. Vanity Fair can give me a lot of helps than a paid talk in FCC SH if he intends.

All the speakers in FCC SH are not paid.

How can I get payment from Russell for a talk in FCC SH?

How can I convince him to give me more help than a paid talk in FCC SH?

…

I get some fake-lovers back recently.

Guys, you know, I don’t need cheap rose flowers either useless high songs, I just need cash and property –the true love. How can I deal with these fake-lovers? Should I say hi back warmly? Should I find a new position for them in my team? Should I keep silent? Should I suggest them leave me alone?

…

I met China President Hu again in my dream yesterday night. It is so weird as I never expect to meet him. If I dream him again and again, I believe sooner or later, I will meet him. How can I get help from him when I meet him face to face…

…

If I can’t work out a smart solution, I will always be the cheap fake wife of Steve Jobs. Obviously tomorrow I want to be a true emperor, not a fake wife of Steve Jobs.

Guys, you are most welcome to give me any ideas. And you will be paid well for the smart ideas.

What did I do smartly?

1)      Last Sat, I met a beautiful young white guy in xintiandi shanghai. He is sitting in a sofa with a very good position of meditation and he is reading a Chinese book about old Chinese culture without looking anything else…I did a judge about him in a few minutes. Then I said hi to him to ask him if he practices China old GongFu. Yes, he does. And He is a doctor from Canadian leaning Chinese medicine. I requested him to do meditation with me as I am Yin and I need a good Yang.

Guys, you know, I am an old lady. Beautiful young man may not like to do meditation together with me. However I receive an invitation from him to attend his class. And I will attend his class.

What did I do stupidly?

1) A new German friend recently wrote me two emails.

In the first email, he told me the following:

i’m tired…. need to sleep

In the second email, he told me the following:

feel tired because got up too early….maybe i should sleep one hour more….

Man, He is just about 40, not 90.

I decided not to reply his email any more as I dislike this kind of complaints.

and I really don’t want to talk to him any more because his complaints make him like an exhausted old man and no girls like old man.

However his critics about me are useful. I already pay him back— a suggestion.

But obviously he needs a help. At least I should write him an email about his complaints to “pay” him better.

The problem is that how I can convince him it is a better “payment” from me to tell him this truth from my heart.

What did I learn from others?

1) Hi, Guys, you know I am not as rich as steve jobs, either not as powerful as American President…So how or what can I pay smart people or rich people to get them to work for me?

The first payment which my soul mate Emperor LiuBang in Historical Records gives is freedom. He then works as a down government officer to deliver a lot of workers. Many of the workers escape at the road. Guy LiuBang is smart. “I am afraid all the workers escape before I get them to the place. I should let them go before all of them escape.” When the down guy LiuBang gives the workers freedom to go, on earth LiuBang gets more than 10 “soldiers”—“Let follow you”.

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Hi, Man, if I ask you if this beautiful fly is wife of steve jobs, you must ask me if I lose my brain. But how about one million people or billion people ask you this question. if one billion people talk about the fake wife of steve jobs--author wanglili,then the fake wife of Steve Jobs--author wanglili can be more real than the real wife of Steve Jobs. You are most welcome to talk about the fake wife of Steve Jobs--author wanglili. photo by stone man, review by author wanglili

By author wanglili

Washington Post Chief Correspondent Shanghai- Mr.Keith B. Richburg wrote about the land of fakes in his newspaper in 16 Aug 2010 as following—

China has long been known as the land of fakes — Rolexes, DVDs, handbags and designer clothes.

Add a new one to the list: fake virgins.

For the sake of the God, he should add another new one to the list: fake wife of Steve jobs –author wanglili.

What did I do smartly?

1) Today when I work with my laptop in xintiandi shanghai, I talk with seven strangers at least. I give a help to a lady stranger from Singapore under her request, I laugh together with several first met people for few minutes for I am (fake) wife of Steve Jobs (in the future), I shake hands with some first met people, I sing high songs to the girl from England for her yellow mum asks me if I am an author or Journalist when she looks at me the first eye…I stand up to say hi back or shake hands with when some friends say hi to me warmly.. I invite a young shanghai man to sit with me together in one table (I met him many times, never say hi first, just nod my head whenever he says hi to me)…I give long applause when a little girl dances aside me…I request a man stranger to take a photo of me and send me the photo for publication in my blog…

What did I do stupidly?

1)      Guys, if you are living in shanghai, you could be “killed” by a shanghai man for his non-stop -talking to you. Almost all the men from other places such as HeNan Countryside or Europe become a non-stop- talking Shanghai man. Today in the morning I make a guarder angry for honesty when I massage myself with the stone in the park—Please you don’t talk before me.

Man, the best solution is to escape to the toilet. However I on earth tell the truth.

What did I learn from others?

1)      Yesterday evening I read my soul mate—emperor LiuBang in Historical Records again, again I learn from him to get right people in his team. Again I learn from his humble manner.

At the moment I was really ashamed for I refuse a suggestion from a German guy—author wanglili, how can you find a husband if you don’t talk.

Guys, you know, I should not talk to people like non-stop-talking shanghai man, however at least I should talk to people for one min or say hi.

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I wanted to be a great author, and I wanted to be a power. However at the moment, I just want to catch a man when my body is still like the flower in the photo above because I know very clearly now beautiful flowers are very easily gone. the flowers above are not in FuXing Park in shanghai any more because both are dead. photo by stone man, review by author wanglili

By author wanglili

Yesterday I met an old girl friend. And As a super tough lady, I almost can’t control myself to cry loudly before her and her husband.

She is like a rose and her husband is just like a shit.

She was smart and she is stupid now.

She was so beautiful and she is now ugly…

…

How and what can a husband shape a wife!

She has no idea what happened to her and what is happening to her and what will be happening to her!

After I am back, I am so scared as I am looking for the opportunity to be a wife and be pregnant and be a mom …

We Chinese have a saying: Human being has three stupid moments per day which enables her or him to do something stupidly three times per day.

So I don’t know if I will marry a man stupidly or not.

However, you will never ban food for you could be chocked by the food, right?

What did I do smartly?

1)      Man never has freedom, or man never has real freedom; however man thinks he has freedom or real freedom as a single man. And man is very scared to be changed though man is changed every day, every moment. This is the true situation.

So I tell man —You are totally free before me. And when a man wants to do something stupidly, I say, “Yes, you can.”

What did I do stupidly?

1) I yelled to a sister for she ruined my time and my respect, I soon was criticized by this bad manner by a guarder and I apologized for my bad manner to this sister. Even though, I should roll my tongue ten times before I open my mouth when I am annoyed;

I hope I will never yell to anybody for any reasons in the future.

What did I learn from others?

1) I look after a baby for half a day as a volunteer and the baby gets my love herself because she looks at me first and she doesn’t refuse my hug and she is comfortable in my arms…and she stays  happily in my arm for a long time, instead hurries to leave my arms soon.

Hi, guys, I am not kidding. I am learning from baby on how I can be a woman. Now I know I need look at a man, not refuse his hug, stay comfortable in his arms long…

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Hi, guys, you may be rich, you may be famous, you may be powerful, however, is your life better than the two birds or not? photo by stone man; review by author wanglili

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My wise friend tells me that single man in my age or older than me is drunk or half-mad so that he has no candidate for me to be my husband.

I laughed and laughed and laughed…

I believe I am already half-mad. If I am not married soon, I will be totally mad.

My shanghai man neighbor-stone man sent me this photo today. And obviously these two birds have a much better life than me. However I am not going to be scared. I am going to work on it.

What did I do smartly?

1)      My job is to know people and get right people in my team;

2)      I pay for my mistakes, not only ask forgiving;

What did I do stupidly?

1)      I had a long war with my fate. I was struggling very much. I over used myself too much. And now It is too late to really stop the war with the fate and listen to my fate and just follow my fate, however it is never too late;

What did I learn from others?

1) I learn from Art of War, Historical Records… I learn from grandmas, kids… I am learning from birds now.

I went to my shanghai man neighbor’ home again to see his three birds. I ask why he thinks the other two birds are smart and the bird sings high songs to me such as “You are welcome” “God bless you rich” not smart.

He told me that that is because the other two birds always look at him and let him feel they care about him while the not smart bird almost never looks at him and let him feel this one never cares about him.

I laugh.

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Hi, guys, I was deeply feeling ashamed for I did criticize my shanghai neighbors in the last few days almost every day.

“Guys, you know, in my compound, nobody knocks at nobody’s door, nobody helps nobody, nobody needs nobody, even they are being neighbors for more than 30 years.”

“Guys, you know, I request some rice from a neighbor whose kitchen room is almost facing mine, I asked her a favor to give me some rice to eat for I was in my period time and I was feeling very ache and I could not cook myself, but she refused me and suggested me to cook myself”

….

Guys, you know, I am like an old lady to tell the above story at least three persons or even more.

Guys, I always suggest myself, never complain, face the situation, find the sulotion, solve the problem. However, I did complain, though at my period time.

I am practicing China Old GongFu, next time, at my period time, I hope I don’t need a help or being looked after…any more.

What did I do smartly?

1)I write an email to a guy to ask forgiving whom I met about one year ago. I refused him for he left me alone in his city at my period time for a not important vocation trip.

Guys, you know, if I am always strict with like this, I would never find a husband. I am ready to change.

I can’t erase the history. But I request him to be my friend or ask a help from me.

2)My stone collector shanghai man neighbor presents me a stone, I don’t refuse, but I accept. This stone, out of my imagine, becomes my pet immediately. It is very good tool for me to massage myself. I am with it. I bring it with me always.

Guys, you know, in my pound, nobody presents nobody. I try to present my neighbors several times, but I am always refused.

However, after I accept the expensive stone gift –priced at 1,000Yuan to 2,000Yuan, I have one neighbor at least closer to me.

3)I had a chat with a German expat yesterday afternoon in xintiandi Shanghai. We met each other many times, however we never chat.

“author wanglili, you know, I did not talk with you before, because you let me feel you never wanted to talk to me”

“author wanglili, you know, if you don’t let men feel you want to talk to them, how can you find a husband?”

I think about his honest comments many times, I decide to continue to obey my rule—not to talk normally, not to talk for more than 5 mins normally.

However I thank his honest comments pretty much. So I give him a suggestion here as a return— hurry up to find a wife before get too old.

What did I do stupidly?

1) As I told you, I had a long chat(about half a hour) yesterday with a German expat who devoiced and became frightened of marriage for cash problem(if you devoice, you have to split the cash). He asked me a sharp question:

You have never been a wife. You are always living alone. So how can you be a wife (I am suspicious, I don’t believe you)?

I really have no clue on how to be a good wife. I need learn more from more grandmas and kids…though I already start to learn from them.

I even could not forgive a man who leaves me alone at my period time, so how can I be a good wife?

What did I learn from others?

1)      If we are humble enough, we can learn from great people, but also we can even learn from a bird.

My stone collector shanghai man neighbor has three birds. He told me that two of them are very smart and one of them is not smart. But I like the not smart one most because he always says two sentences to me as following:

You are welcome;

God bless you rich;

Guys, you know, I like kid very much and I always want my own kid. Few day sago, I say to my neighbor: Look, Your boy is so handsome now. Should you feel proud of your boy!

The mum replies to me: It is exhausted to have a kid. I bless you never have a kid.

Oh, My! You see, sometimes, we adult even don’t know how to say or what to say than a bird.

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When God In Shanghai China Blow All The Hot Air To Author Wanglili’s Window, author wanglili doesnt cry, but laugh with no tears. photo by author wanglili's shanghai man neighbor-stone man,author wanglili tries to stop her neighbor taking photo of her as she is doing and dressing stupidly,however the neighbor is not stopped.now you know the joke about her --hug a tree in the park everyday because no husband to hug at home; review by author wanglili

Hi, guys, recently the weather in shanghai China is quite high —39, my compound in the center of Shanghai is more than 39, probably 42, and the temperature in my cell is much higher than my compound, as God in Shanghai blows all the hot air from air conditioners of my shanghai neighbors to my only one window to my very tiny cell.

Two steps away, two air conditioners of my neighbor blow the hot air to my window face to face; one step away in the right is my restaurant neighbor’s heat pipe. Just one step under my window is another neighbor’s air conditioner. A shanghai woman neighbor ties a wood board in front of the air conditioner to enable the conditioner under my window to blow the hot air just to my window.

Guys, God never blow all the hot air to one window. But God in Shanghai blow all the hot air to my only one window.

It is too hot. I don’t have air conditioner. I untied the board. But the shanghai woman neighbor reacts like an angry lion. “If you untie the board again, I will throw all your things” she threats to me with great anger before a lot of shanghai neighbors.

Guys, I know her and I know she will do it.

This air conditioner is two steps away from her kitchen room. “I can’t let the air conditioner blow the hot air to my kitchroom”.

Guys, normally she uses the kitchroom for about half an hour which has window and entrance door. So that I really don’t understand how much the hot air can blow to her kitchen room,esp when she uses. And the air conditioner is there for at least 10 years to face her kitchen room. But she ties the wood board just after I move in.

I was sad and angry. But I did not fight with her. On the contrary, I escaped to the park to walk to kick my anger and sadness. At my period time, I lose my temper very easily. But this time, I did control my temper.

As a temporary resident in shanghai with no shanghai Hukou, the prejudice which I suffer from yellow Chinese who have shanghai Hukou as a yellow Chinese who has no shanghai Hukou is much more than I suffer in Germany or Australia from white people as a yellow. In fact, I did not really think I suffer prejudice in Germany or Australia. However the prejudice which I suffer from shanghai people is everywhere, every minute…

Guys,  if I try to find the solution from outside my body, I can’t solve the problem or it could be much harder for me to solve the problem.

However, if I try to find the solution from inside of my body, I can solve the problem or at least I can solve this problem much easier.

You never know, how much you can benefit yourself if you know a little bit more about your body.

In fact, I still don’t know my body. I may know a little bit. But with that very little message, I did solve a lot of problems. I solved my long historical waist ache problem, I solved my long historical arm ache problem, I solved my long historical back ache problem, I solved my long historical ass ache problem…I solved my long historical head dizzy problem…

Now you see, I solved the problem again myself. When God in shanghai blow all the hot air to my only one window to my very small cell at hot weather of more than 40, I can have a very good sleep with no air conditioner.

Guys, when you have a good sleep, you just have one thing to do— laugh with no tears.

What did I do smartly?

1)      My policy —author wanglili is not going to open her mouth with no cash, is like a joke, or somehow like a joke. I myself break my policy from time to time, however I am doing it better and better.

2)      Is it a gift from God or is it just a temptation?

If I get it, it is a gift; If I cant get it, it is just a temptation;

If It is a gift, I just hug it;

If it is a temptation, I just throw to trash;

What did I do stupidly?

1)      I wrote an honest email to a French friend. I did not send it. Either I will send it as it is already killed by me.

However it is stupid to write it.

What did I learn from others?

1) Yesterday evening I learned from a kid on how to be a good wife—to hug my husband as much as I can.

When I massage my back with a tree in the park, a smart kid walks over to me with his mum.

What is your question this time? I greet to him from far away.

I don’t have question this time

Please you must ask me question because you are smart kid and I like you.

Is the tree your husband?

What makes you think the tree is my husband?

Because you hug the tree every day.

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Hi, Man:I am an old lady already. all what I want now is to find a husband before get too old. write me a request to be author wanglili's husband to get hug from her everyday. photo by stone man, review by author wanglili

I was feeling quite nervous and worried in the last few days. I don’t know what would be happened to me. My body always knows something earlier than me.

Last Friday night, I wake up one time during the sleep. (Normally I don’t). Last Sat night, I can’t sleep whole night (that is very weird).

Last Sunday evening by accident I went out at late evening and by accident a friend told me that his colleague is in the hospital for one month already for sudden mental problem because of too much press from EXPO SH.

We both are very sad when we talk about him. I even don’t know these two guys’ name. But that doesn’t matter. They are living with my heart.

When I write about this post, I still can see he stands in the streets with me to talk about China old time philosophy and he is much smarter than a lot of philosophers home and abroad. I get a lot of benefits from talking with him, though I just spend very short time with him (totally about one hour for several times).

It is my loss.

In Nov 2006, I met American distinguished Professor — Emory Elliott of Californian University, and then I get an opportunity to be his visiting scholar. But I did not catch it before his sudden heart attack death. I got the news half of year later after his death. I cried for several hours in my home for my loss.

Many times or sometimes, God bring somebody waiting for us in a corner, but he takes away immediately before we catch the opportunity.

We need realize it is a gift from the God when it comes and hurry to take the gift.

Sometimes you can definitely realize it is a gift from the God and you don’t want to miss it, but you have no solution not to lose it.

What did I do smartly?

1) I realize that I need hurry to find a husband to live a life like human being.

What did I do stupidly?

1) I still feel worries and nervous sometimes.

What did I learn from others?

1) I am reading my soul mate—Emperor LiuBang in Historical Records.

Emperor LiuBang visits his dad as a son. The house manager to Emperor LiuBang’s dad suggests Emperor’s dad:

There are no two suns in one sky. There are no two bosses on the ground. Emperor now is the only Boss on the ground though he is your son. How can you let the boss bow to you as a son (at that time, the son need bow to the father as a manner between son and dad)! Then how can the boss do his job as a boss.

Emperor LiuBang’s dad takes this idea and takes the manner as a RenChen(officer to the emperor at that time who supposes obey all the orders from the emperor) to his Emperor Son.

Then when Emperor LiuBang Worships, the dad takes broom to clean the floor for the Son and welcomes the Son with stepping backwards—a manner as a then officer to an Emperor…to show his respect to the only one power on the ground.

Emperor LiuBang was shocked and stopped his father. —Come on, you are my Dad!

But emperor, now you are Emperor, the only one boss on the ground. Everybody should respect you as only one power. How dare I break the law!

Then The Emperor entitled his dad as TaiShangHuang. (Retired Emperor. Or old Emperor).

Then he pays the advisor 500g gold for appreciation.

A lot of people lose their feet after they become success. However, Emperor LiuBang does not lose his feet as the top power.

Again Emperor LiuBang respects the advisor and pays the advisor quite well.

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author wanglili with first met kid and her mum Jenny from GuangZhou China in xintiandi shanghai.Hi, guys, I don't cry, but that doesnt mean I cant be a good wife, either a good mum.otherwise,how can you explain a lot of first met kids hurry to sit in my arm comfortably. at the moment,I hurry to look for a husband to live a life like human being. Please write me a request to be my husband. photo by Jenny''s husband, review by author wanglili

How to solve the problem if you make a guy angry with you?

“You might cry. No man can stay anger then” This is a solution from a very tough guy.

But guys, I was forbidden to cry at my childhood by my father. No matter what happened to me, such as I was yelled or beaten by my parents…

“If you don’t cry, you can’t find a man.” A very tough lady suggested me to cry before a man in order to let the man feel he is a man.

“How about he gives me all his cash and properties to feel he is a man before me.!”

“To cry is a sign of emotion as a human being. To cry is to give a gift”

Oh, My! To cry is a sign of evil emotion as a human being. To cry is an evil gift.

Anyway, Guys, if you don’t need me cry before you to prove you are a man, either you don’t cry before me, may I suggest you write me a request to be my husband?

What did I do smartly?

1)      I use the strategy which I learn from Art of War and China old GongFu to have solved the problem between my master and me.

After I solve this headache problem, I say to myself: wonderful. wonderful. wonderful…

Some experts could tell that I need cry to solve the headache problem. Some experts could tell that I should find out what my master wants from me and I just give him all of what he wants from me….to solve the headache problem…

Any way, I did not use the above strategies as the above strategies need me work too much.

What did I do stupidly?

1) I am in my pre-period time; again I lost control to tell truth to several friends to make them angry or not happy.

Such as I tell a girl—Hi, you wake up at about 9am, and then you have an afternoon sleep until 4pm. You should get up earlier and cancel afternoon sleep. Otherwise how can you have a good sleep in the nigh?

The girl becomes angry: You know, I am sleepy in the morning so that I can’t get up earlier and I am tired in the afternoon so that I need an afternoon sleep.

Such as I tell my sister—Hi, I tell you many times, you need more exercise (because you are becoming too fat), but you never do it.

My sis becomes angry: You know, I have a child to look after so that I don’t have any time to do any exercises.

Guys, you see again how much stupid I am. I always say, with no cash, author wanglili is not going to open her mouth. But also author wanglili is not going to open her mouth to her mum with no cash. But you see, from time to time, I hurry to open my mouth with no cash.

After I tell truth stupidly, I have to apologize…But guys, you know, you can’t erase the history.

What did I learn from others?

1) I am practicing China Old GongFu. China Old GongFu is too wonderful to learn. I am educated to empty my body. It is really useful as I am not angry with what either how China celebrity artist aiweiwei and his twitter followers insult me and my family any more.

I live above the emotion of Human Being so that I can see it more clearly. In fact, I still live with emotion of Human Being. But I am on the way to live above the emotion of Human Being. I already get a lot. Thank God. My heart is full of thanks and appreciation.

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By author wanglili

Hi, guys, I am living in an old shanghai compound in the center of shanghai. As a guy living in shanghai from outside shanghai with no shanghai HuKou, I am looked as a down person from perspective of shanghai people with shanghai Hukou. One of my shanghai grandma neighbors insulted me as a down person quite often for I don’t have shanghai HuKou.

But I don’t know why there are a lot of old shanghai grandma love me or like me much. From time to time, they give me wonderful free suggestions. Sometimes they hold my hands tightly even I tell them that I need a young man to hold me not a grandma.

Yesterday in the park in shanghai when I practice China GongFu, a 82 years old shanghai grandma neighbor comes over and suggests me to hurry to find a husband.

“You need hurry to find a husband as soon as you can.”

“You can’t wait as the time flies fast! You can’t be too picky. A man with a place to live in and with a job is good enough to be a husband.”

“But, it is TaoYanliao(Chinese, it means worst or more than worst) to find an old guy as husband.”

Honestly for about two years I have not gone back to my countryside hometown to visit my grandmas as I am scared to be suggested or requested to hurry to find a husband.

But I never can escape from being suggested or requested to hurry to find a husband.

From time to time, different shanghai grandma neighbors in my compound suggest me or request me hurry to find a husband.

In fact I really have a high press. A lot of time I can feel I am nervous for I don’t have a husband. I already missed the best age for pregnancy. So that I need spend a lot of time to practice China GongFu to keep my body young enough to be pregnancy and give birth…

So, guys, you are encouraged to write me a request to apply to be my husband.

Girls, a lady with no husband is not a lady. So you need hurry up to get you a husband.

What did I do smartly?

1)      Recently my sleep is quite good.

What did I do stupidly?

1)      Whenever grandmas suggested me not to be too picky, otherwise, I can’t find a husband, I always told that I am not picky, or too picky.

But when I look back at my history, I have to say that I missed a lot of wonderful men. Each of them can be my husband.

I just learn that husband is just husband.

What did I learn from others?

1)      I am still reading my soul mate —Emperor LiuBang in Historical Records. When I read Emperor LiuBang refused to see doctor, my heart is really twisted and my heart is more than pain.

The doctor told Emperor LiuBang that he can solve LiuBang’s decease when LiuBang is very sick.

I don’t know why this doctor says that. Is it because he thinks that he really can or he dare not say no?

But guys, it doesn’t matter. It does matter what Emepror LiuBang react.

Emperor LiuBang yelled to the doctor first:

Hi, Man! Why can I become Emperor from a down guy. That is my destiny! Today it is my time to die. This is my destiny as well. Even the most genius doctor BianQue can’t solve my decease! How dare you say you can!

After Emperor LiuBang yelled to the doctor angrily, he paid the stupid doctor a lot —50g gold.

Emperor LiuBang can see his destiny and LiuBang just follows his destiny. LiuBang even can see when he dies. That is really scary. But I believe it. A great guy can see when he dies.

Again, this short story tells Emperor LiuBang pays “employees” very well. He can kill this stupid doctor at his angry time. He can pay nothing to this stupid doctor. But he does not kill this doctor; on the contrary, he pays the stupid doctor very well.

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by author wanglili

In last FCC (Foreign Correspondence Club) Shanghai event, I met Mr. Russell Flannery —Shanghai Bureau Chief of Forbes who suggested me to give a talk in FCC in Aug.

Guys, who can refuse Mr. Russell Flannery? Who can refuse FCC shanghai?

I can’t do it several years ago. But now, my reply is that Author wanglili is not going to open her mouth with no cash. (Everybody knows FCC Shanghai has no cash.)

I am glad that I can live above Vanity Fair.

What did I do smartly?

1)      An American friend requested to buy me a dinner. I refused. And I suggested him to press the donate button in my web to donate the budget of the dinner or pay me 5,000RMB to get the opportunity if he really wants to buy me a dinner.

2)      I give some clothing to some poor people. I will give more…

3)      An Australian guy wrote me a sorry email for several years ago he did not give a hand promised when I really needed in Melbourne, I told him that I was not going to blame him (because it doesn’t make any sense)and it was my mistake to choose to trust him. It has no any meaning for me yesterday or today or tomorrow that he feels guilty or not.

Guys, You cant erase the history. And we are living today.

What did I do stupidly?

1)      Sometimes, I am nervous. I am working hard to remove this evil emotion. But It is still with me.

2)      I lost my control and yelled again, though I apologized officially afterwards.

What did I learn from others?

1) I give cash to a starving guy in shanghai while his other friends give high songs and many wishes…However he keeps the other friends who had cash but chose not to give a help at his starving time and he is disappeared totally after a real thank letter from me who was living with loan but chose to give him cash at his starving time…

Who is your friend indeed and who is not your friend indeed?

You just need know a friend in need is a friend indeed.

I get a lesson from this guy and I will try not to make this stupid mistake.

I not only learn from Art of War, Historical Records…but also I learn from people alive who do something smartly or stupidly.

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I worked for Hongkongese as a Chinese migrant worker.I always have a dream to give a talk in HK one day and my whole speech is---HongKongese, I hate you!HK Gov, you need apologize to Chinese Migrant worker.That is all. But by accident, I hugged a HK stranger man like this in the street in xintiandi shanghai after he works for me as a volunteer photographer and gets a thank present --one copy of my book from me.His wife is laughing aside us when I hug Mr.PengGuoNing like this to have fun. It is my first time to get a HK person so closer to me. When I see this photo now in xintiandi SH, my tears come out themselves, but not fall down like normal. Photo by Mr.PengGuoNing's daughter, review by author wanglili

I see myself from different camerals in different hands to know more about myself. You are most welcome to take my photos as volunteer. the bule jeans is donated by Lady China-ZhuZhu. photo by Mr.PengGuoNing. Review by author wanglili

By author wanglili

For about three weeks, I practice Chinese GongFu every day, with no parties, no concerts, no meetings, no talks…My GongFu master did give me very valuable help. I am on the way to have no heart of human being to have heart of Dao which makes me feel I am living the most beautiful life in human being’s world.

Yesterday evening, I sit straight for few hours when I am in the concert in Dutch Culture Center in Shanghai. I am very surprise that I could do it as my waist was not able to support me to sit straight in about 10 mins in the past. What I get from practicing China GongFu is not only that my body is becoming more stronger and healthier, but also my heart is on the way to live above the heart of human being to have the heart of Dao.

Yesterday in the concert in Dutch Culture Center, I find a piano musician—Mr. Vitaly Pisarenko (piano) from Germany— winner of International Franz Liszt Piano Competition 2008 lives with no heart of Human Being when he plays solo piano before audience.

When I write the first two novels, or maybe the first three novels, my heart is living with heart of Dao, not heart of human being. The problem is that I still have a heart of human being in normal life. Now I want to have a heart of Dao in my normal life and I am on the way with the help of prating China GongFu.

What did I do smartly?

1)I take ideas to start to practice China GongFu every day and to stay much of my time in the free parks in shanghai to practice China GongFu or read books, instead of coffee shops in shanghai to work with laptop or read…recently

What did I do stupidly?

1) I was sad for a while when I saw a Chinese (middle class at least) who took away my book with no pay from me (a starving independent Chinese literature author) yesterday.

What did I learn from others?

1) When Emperor LiuBang buries his Enemy —Hero XiangYu as a hero, he cries and cries and cries…What makes Emperor LiuBang cries, not laugh? Now I think I have a new understanding after I practice China GongFu every day for about 3 weeks. LiuBang thinks himself as an Emperor when he is a down guy. XiangYu wants to take the job of Emperor when he is a down guy. On the other word, LiuBang is another XiangYu, and XiangYu is another LiuBang. When LiuBang buries XiangYu, LiuBang buries another of himself. Now he is alone as he has no another of himself.

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Hi, guys, not forget to press donation button to support my writing. photo by Reinhard Völler, review by author wanglili

By author wanglili

As a Chinese, esp. as a Chinese literature author, I am really ashamed for Chinese use Pussy and Penis as dirtiest Chinese characters to insult human being in China.

About 10 days ago, I had a nightmare which my dad tried his best to beat me to death with a big stick.

About a week ago, for a question with concern via twitter, unexpectedly Chinese celebrity artist Aiweiwei insulted me with dirtiest character in China–“idiot pussy”, but also he himself encouraged his followers to attack me and my family including my farmer mama and my old granny…with violent and dirtiest Chinese characters…

I was very angry so that I request twitter CEO and two founders to write Aiweiwei a warning letter and cancel some of his followers twitter account for they use evil languages to attack human being. And I request Aiweiwei to apologize officially, but also to clean my place for three days to apologize. Or I will considerate to sue him.

At the late night-about 11pm, my period comes.

Guys, as you know, at my pre period time or period time, I always do something stupidly.

But this time I am ready to sue Chinese artist Aiweiwei.

And I have not received the reply from twitter, but I will continue to work on it.

What did I do smartly?

1)      When I bring Emmy to my China GongFu master, my master requests Emmy to be his student—if you learn from me, you will do it very well and people will definitely believe you are my student.

Guys, you know, I request my China GongFu master to be my master with one copy of my book. My master never reviews me stupid, but after Emmy comes, My master reviews me stupid indirectly—normally authors are not good at practicing China GongFu.

When I bring Emmy to my friend to have dinner together, my friend says to Emmy: You can come to my home to have dinner whenever you want.

Guys, Should I be jealous? No. If I am jealous, I would miss the opportunity to have Chicken soup at her home by her. Recently I have dinner with her quite often at her home which makes me feeling good.

What did I do stupidly?

1)My shanghai man neighbor suggested me to marry a short and ugly guy from AnHui countryside who works in shanghai to earn about 1,000Yuan per month and devoiced and have two kids.

I was really annoyed(at my peroid time). He did this suggesion or joke for more than one year.  Guys, I told you, in my compound, up to this moment, there are still some shanghai people look at me as a down person.

This time, I lost my temper and yelled to him:

Do you lose your brain? Why dont you find a 80 years old begger in the street to be my husband.

Guys, I think I deserve Steve Jobs to be my husband, but my shanghai neighbor thinks I just deserve that  short and ugly guy from AnHui countryside who works in shanghai as a Chinese migrant worker to earn about 1,000Yuan per month and devoiced and have two kids.

What did I learn from others?

1)      In Art of War, there is a famous rule— food for soldiers and horses should be ready first before soldiers and horses.

Recently I think of this golden rule quite often.

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By author wanglili

Hi, guys, I already set up a donation button, are you ready to press donation button to pay for what you get from my blog here?

I read a lot about how to get money from blog, but up to this moment, I think I just learned nothing as I am really idiot about how to make money from blog as a literature author.

I think the best way for me to get money from blog is donation.

As what I told before I got nothing money from all Governments in the world either all the Foundations in this planet, and I want my blog has an independent soul, so it is very important for people to pay for what they get here. And this way could be the best for my blog according to my own situation.

Guys, if you get nothing from my blog, you are not encouraged to come back as your time is valuable and you should not waste your time in my blog; also if you don’t pay or give a hand to author wanglili for what you get here, you are not encouraged either to come back as my blog lives for people who pay for what they get here.

What did I do smartly?

1)      Today I suggest twitter CEO and Founders should write twitter user—Chinese artist —Aiweiwei a warning letter for he encouraged his innocent followers to attack me and my family including my farmer mama and my old granny… with violent and dirtiest languages for my question to Aiweiwei via twitter as following:

Hi, Aiweiwei, I saw a column in The Bund (Chinese media) by a female Journalist saying Chinese artist Aiweiwei did sexual harassment to her during her interview with you, is it true or not or is there another Chinese artist named Aiweiwei?

As a celebrity and an artist and a human being, Aiweiwei need respect a questioner, unfortunately he encouraged his innocent twitter followers to attack me and my family with violent and dirtiest languages.

And twitter is a place for freedom, but twitter should not be a freedom for evil languages to attack human being so that I think it is very important for twitter to send celebrity Aiweiwei a warning letter and cancel twitter users account whom use evil languages to attack human being.

I think this is very important to protect twitter brand and reputation.

What did I do stupidly?

1)      I am learning Chinese GongFu. It is really good practice to train myself not to be angry. But when I saw Chinese celebrity Aiweiwei encouraged his innocent followers to attack me and my family including my farmer mama and my old granny… with evil languages, I can’t find the solution not to be angry.

What did I learn from others?

1)      when I learn Chinese GongFu, my masters always tell me the following:

Give your enemy empty or nothing to beat you yourself when your enemy attack you, then use your enemy’s strength to beat your enemy himself or herself.

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Hi, guys, I know sometimes I am a tiger, but I am not a tiger. I can be a good wife and mum. so write me a request now. photo by MaTeng; review by author wanglili

By author wanglili

Quite often, people from poor to rich told me that I have most beautiful life while they have a worst life.

That is fantastic for me.

But guys, why can’t you live your own most beautiful life while author wanglili can?

What did I do smartly?

1) I spent more than half an hour in paypal china website to research because I want to write a thank letter to Paypal China for their stuff good service. On earth in the website, Paypal doesn’t offer me such an opportunity. After about half a hour study in paypal china website, I have to choose—contact us–email us-doing business with paypal for my thank letter

Because of the half an hour, I was angry so that I wrote a suggestion together with the thank letter.—Please offer me as a client an opportunity such as contact us —email us –write a thank letter or complaint letter …to write a thank letter or complaint letter as it is important to know who is good staff also who is not good staff from your clients.

Before I submit this post, I receive an email from Paypal China:

Hi, author wanglili,

I will email you a questionnaire in which you can answer if you are satisfied with our service or not.

Oh, My! Are you idiot or not (God bless me)!

I already send you a thank letter and now you give me a questionnaire to answer if I am satisfied with your service or not.

I answered the email immediately. —please don’t as I don’t have time and I already told everything which I need.

Oh, God bless me! I really want to kill.

But, Guys, now you know the problem which the big company normally has now!

What did I do stupidly?

1) I received a thank letter surprisingly from Jason Wang from Dell Chinese Blog management team for my comment in Dell official blog.

In fact, it is a suggestion. I suggest Dell invites professional bloggers to write for them.

Guys, that is stupid, not only because I opened my mouth before I get cash, but also it is a stupid suggestion because this suggestion could make DELL managers angry with me— author wanglili, what are you talking about, are you saying you are writing better post than us —CEO, GM, managers…

Actually I should say,

Hi, guys, it is great to have your CEO, GM, Managers…to write posts here.

However, whenever you have a program to invite authors, professional bloggers, professional posters…to write posts here to bring more funs to your readers, would you please put me in the list?

Guys, is it a better suggestion or not?

By the way, guys, you know, normally I submit the comment after I create several hours later at least so that I can polish again and again and again… to make it smartly. That comment is submitted by me 10 mins later after I create. If I did not submit it hurriedly, this comment can be a smarter one. But guys, you cant erase the history. So it is a lesson for me.

What did I learn from others?

I just write a thank letter to an American friend whom suggested me—-why don’t you set up a Donate button in your website.

My first attitude is — hi, man, how about you donate first?

Guys, you know that is not a good attitude.

No matter the suggestion is smart or stupid, we should always have a humble heart to listen and say thanks to show our respect.

Sometimes, when I meet the suggestions which I think they are stupid, I lose my temper—Hi, man, can you shut up or can you research first before you give the suggestion?

In Historical Records, I find some greatest suggestions make LiuBang a very bad situation temporarily —almost be killed by hero XiangYu, but I never find in the book that LiuBang kills the advisors.

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By author wanglili

Since last pre-period up to this moment, all of my time or Most of my time is just a dying dog. I am working very hard to be a happy butterfly, but I am still a dying dog. I know my time as a butterfly dreamed by ZhuangZi will be coming and this butterfly time will stay with me for a short time before leave me again.

However I will not give up. I will continue to work on it to have longer butterfly time and short dying dog time.

I start to practice Chinese GongFu now so that I hope I can have baby at 70 years old. My shanghai man master charges me nothing at the moment. It is like a dream for a shanghai man to teach me GongFu with no cash. But I find it. I know it as my first sight.

One German expat in shanghai told me that men just want  money or free sex service from me if they give a help. I believe what he told is totally true. But sometimes it happens that men or women just want to give a help. All I need to do is to find people who just want to give a help.

What did I do smartly?

1)      Recently I continue to ask a request. Via request, I know who I should keep and who I should remove; also I know who I should give and who I should not give and what I should give if I can give;

What did I do stupidly?

1) I am looking for a new cell to live in, but until this moment, I have not found this solution.

What did I learn from others?

Yesterday night I was reading Historical Records in my bed.

Hero XiangYu had an agreement with LiuBang—Hi, bro, let stop the war. Let divide the world—let have a line, the west of the line is your kingdom, the east of the line is my kingdom.

LiuBang agrees.

Then XiangYu gives back LiuBang’s parents and wife and kids according to the agreement.

But after LiuBang has his parents and wife and kids back, he breaks the agreement immediately.

XiangYu trusts LiuBang wrongly again and again and again…until he suicides.

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By author wanglili

Hi, guys, as you know, my period was gone, and I was busy apologizing for my honest comments during my pre-period time and period time.

Guys, I myself will continue to encourage people to tell me the truth, as you know, I pay for the good comments, at the same time, I will continue to shut up my mouth before I am hired to say.

What did I do smartly?

1)      Lady Algeria from North Africa — Meriem Boukherouba presents me some Dubai Tea presented by her friend. And I present most of the tea to the poor guarders and some old people in my compound and my old shanghai man landlord.

2) Last Friday evening, I attend the fashion show of Hu in Dutch culture center in shanghai.

It is very funny for me to wear others’ useless clothing as luxury to attend Fashion show. But I like to see people dressing beautifully.

3) Last Sat evening, I see a drama in Shanghai Grand Theater paid at 25 Yuan for a price at 500 Yuan;

What did I do stupidly?

1)I have not found a solution to get me a better room with a lower price to live in shanghai;

2)I have not got Genius such as Steve Jobs…to work for me;

What did I learn from others?

1)      There are a lot of people whom suppose to be killed by Emperor LiuBang, but LiuBang does not.

In Historical Records, I find LiuBang killed two people impressively.

One is the traitor CaoWuShang working for LiuBang. This guy bets on LiuBang’s enemy– XiangYu as then XiangYu has 400,000 soldiers while LiuBang has 10,000 soliders. But XiangYu sells this guy stupidly:

“If it is not CaoWuShang to tell me that you(LiuBang) attend to be General in GuanZhong(where last Emperor Qin lives), and Plan to use ZiYing as your Prime Minister and you yourself own all the treasures, how can it be happened(try to kill you)!

Guys, LiuBang killes traiter –CaoWuShang immediately after he escapes from being killed by XiangYu and comes back from HongMen Receptiaon Party.

LiuBang also kills genius FanZeng working for XiangYu indirectly.

Genius FanZeng tries very hard to kill Liubang in HongMen Reception Party—if we don’t kill LiuBang today, we will all be killed tomorrow by LiuBang.

Unfortunately XiangYu does not take this great idea.

However LiuBang is very good at taking great idea.

“Let XiangYu kill Genius FanZeng to lose his wings so that we can win in the war.”

This is not LiuBang’s idea as LiuBang is not that smart to have this idea. This is LiuBang’s staff—ChenPing’ idea and LiuBang is very smart to take this great idea.

And He gives ChenPing 40,000G gold to work on a rumor. And the rumor works. XiangYu stupidly starts to be suspicious with his most important captain—FanZeng. And FanZeng was very sad and desperate…he quits his job angrily(I believe he knows very clearly XiangYu would kill him sooner or later as he doesn’t trust him any more.) and he died of sadness soon(in fact, he has no other way to go before die)…

Guys, do you know the deep sadness can kill human being?

Anyway, after LiuBang becomes Emperor while XiangYu becomes a ghost, LiuBang comments as following: Hi, Man, XiangYu has a genius FanZeng to work for him loyally, but he cant use FanZeng well(if he can, I would be killed, he should never kill FanZeng either), while I can use genius working for me well.

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By author wanglili

Guys, my period just went today. During the period time, obviously I am not a butterfly dreamed by China Philosopher ZhuangZi, but unhappy guy ZhuangZi whom dreamed himself a butterfly or a dying dog.

But the period is not always bad as I think about who I am a lot then.

Yesterday evening I read the story of Hero XiangYu—Emperor LiuBang’s enemy in Historical Records.

When XiangYu is a kid or young, he doesn’t like schooling, either WuShu—Chinese GongFu, His family is very angry. “This kid has no future.” the kid XiangYu doesn’t agree: “Hi, my dear family, books don’t make any sense from my point of view, it is enough to learn how to read or write names. Wushu doesn’t make any sense either, as wushu can make you win one person, it is not worth learning. I want to learn how one person can win ten thousand people. ” Then his uncle teaches him Art of War. The kid is very happy to learn how to fight in the War. But after learn for a short while, he is not interested in this skill any more.

What does this kid want to do?

One day, Emperor Qin who buried all the intellectuals and burned all the books travels to XiangYu’s place.

XiangYu and his uncle both go to see. When the kid watches the most powerful man in the world then — Emperor Qin, he knows what he wants to do — “we can have his job.”

His uncle is very scary so that he covers xiangYu’s mouth—Hi, kid, do you lose your brain? Don’t talk nonsense please or we all family can be killed.

I read this above story several times, but I was impressed mostly yesterday evening as it made me understand myself more.

If you read my blog often, you will not forget Emperor LiuBang’s story which I mentioned before.

Down guy LiuBang is not interested in cash. He is interested in Emepror Qin’s position. Man, Man should be like Emperor Qin.

You know, I am not going to be Emperor. So what does their story matter?

Guys, I am an author, how can I come out to an author from a country girl? I want to know this answer.

When I was a kid, the fate teller tells my farmer mama that I would be living with a “Pen”. And no one knows what that means as the fate teller explains that means I would work for “Emperor”, not at farm. But I know very clearly as a kid: Hi, my dear family, I want to be a great author.

How can I know that as a kid? I have no clue.

In fact, after I am being an author, I try many times not to be an author, but each time I was brought back to continue to be an author. Even before yesterday evening, I thought should I not to be an author any more as I cant tolerate being a cheap author continually.

But guys, look at their story! I believe God doesn’t give you too much roads to go. So I will continue work on myself a most expensive author.

What did I do smartly?

1) I wrote a request to Geely Holding Group to suggest the founder– Mr.LiKaiFu to learn Historical Records from me.

Guys, it looks stupid. But as what I suggested before, you need sell gold to gold buyer, sell vegetables to vegetables buyer.

What did I do stupidly?

What did I learn from others?

Guys, as you know, Hero XiangYu suicides in the end, and he gave up another choice, but to choose to suicide as he believes it is the choice of the God.

The author of Historical Records comments Hero XiangYu stupid to blame his fail to God, not to find out what he did wrongly.

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met genius Designer of Happy Street — John Kormeling in last Sat concert in Dutch Culture Center shanghai. Unfortunately we both look silly again in the photo. guys, you know, sometimes genius looks very silly so that you guys should have enough nerve to poke the eyes of Genius. Photo by Thomas Patrix. review by author wanglili

By author wanglili

In the last few days, it is my period time. I was feeling painful and I did stupidly a lot. I even wrote an email to German Consul Shanghai: Hi, Consul, I was to enjoy your movie, not the restless noise made by your staff. I comment my American friend naïve so that he was very angry with me. Anyway, I was very honest stupidly.

Maybe it is best to stay at home to sleep. But I sleep too much, so that yesterday evening I did not sleep whole night.

After the whole night not sleep, I was feeling very bad so that I did not talk to anybody today.

As what I told you before, the chemistry in my body changes at my period time, and I can’t control the chemistry in my body up to today.

But at the same time, I think again and again who I am and where I am from and where I am going.  I think what kind of person my dad and my mum is as I am from them. It is almost my first time to  try to know about me from understanding my parents.

Also I think what kind of person my neighbors are. Unfortunately I found they are waiting for death. Then I found I am a dying dog also. It is so right for that young Chinese man to comment me a dying dog. It is an insult pretty much to comment a person a dog in China, esp. a dying dog. But from other side, it is so right. What makes me working hard and my neighbors playing MaJiang a difference? In fact, I found it is no difference between me trying to change and my neighbors doing nothing.

When I think of my girlhood, I must think of American President Bill Clinton family. It is so weird for me as a farmer girl and my mum as a farmer to dream Bill Clinton family invites our family a home lunch or dinner about 15 years ago.

What does the dream mean?

I don’t know. In fact, I don’t know if I like Bill Clinton family or not. But I believe I will get a help from Hillary as I believe the dream 15 years ago is a message from the God.

As you know, guys, I am looking for “trees” to “massage” my “back”. I look at my past, I ask myself many times why I can come out from a country girl then a bottom Chinese migrant worker to today. I also ask myself what problems I really need solve to get me totally out from the darkness and who can be those “trees”.

What mistakes do I make with the “trees”?

Guys, I need know which tree is the “massage” tree at the first sight and no more than five minutes talk. Whenever I find the tree is not “massage” tree, I need walk away immediately. Maybe I can make mistakes when I obey the new rule, but I need obey the new rule.

I ask myself a lot why I can’t find a husband. That is because I am a very hard person or because what?

Guys, this is not a small problem for an old lady like me still being single. A lot of old people are lonely and weird… and I don’t want to join their team. I may challenge myself to chase a young man. It is really a big challenge for me. But I really need solve this problem.

I am looking for two shanghai men to pay each of them one copy of my book as a thank gift. One shanghai man met me in the park as a stranger. “You suffered too much in the past. You have a lot of bad things in your body resulted by sufferings in the past. You need remove these bad things out from your body to keep healthy.”

The other shanghai man met me in the street.

Are you a painter?

Then I was dressing very shabby. A lot of my two years neighbors don’t look at me as an artist. Some of them still look at me as a down person.

No. I am author. But how do you know I am an artist?

From your face. Your face shows that you use your brain too much and you feed yourself wrongly for a long time.

I learn who I am from smart comments from others. And I pay for the smart comments.

Who am I? Where am I from? Where am I going?

What did I do smartly?

1) I set up a “ Sell gold to gold buyer, sell vegetables to vegetables buyer ” page.

What did I do stupidly?

1) At my period time, I should be stronger. It is not correct to complain the life is so hard…to a friend…via skype. I am really ashamed of it. I already apologized.

What did I learn from others?

1)      Yesterday night, after I can’t sleep, I get up to read Historical Records. I am still reading Emperor LiuBang. I was very impressive for Emperor LiuBang did not kill Last Qin Emperor either Hero XiangYu’s people though it is so easy for him to kill people.

A: After last Qin Emperor was caught in LiuBang’s hands, some advisors suggested LiuBang should kill Last Qin Emperor. LiuBang did not take the idea: No. I get this golden opportunity for I am big heart. Now the Last Qin Emperor already hauls down his flag, submits his Emperor Staple… to surrender. It is not a good sign to kill him.

B: When Hero XiangYu suicides, what did Emperor LiuBang do?

(1)He buried Hero XiangYu as a Hero, not as a DOG;

(2)He did not kill XiangYu’s people, but find them a good job; He even gave honorable position to some of them;

(3)He cried. And he did cry from his heart at Hero XiangYu’s funeral.

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